Each second lasts forever...
For ever! And I feel that this is my end.
Feels like drowning in dark waters,
I'm nothing but failure and sorrow
Motionless I see what hell is like
What am I suppose to do?
I've put myself here and the pain inside
is never ending
and every time I wake up
I just wanna cry myself to sleep, 'cause it feels
like hell...
I don't know what am I living for...
Everything was bright, and now I sent myself back
even further...
I'm losing control. I don't who I am
and what I know
Shame, surrounds me...
What am I suppose to do?
Carry on or lose my will?
Every time I wake up
I JUST WANNA CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP!
I can't stand this anymore...
Feels like hell... Inside me...
Motionless...
What am I living for?

(edL/09)








