..:: feels like hell, inside ::..

I can't stand this anymore...

Each second lasts forever...

For ever! And I feel that this is my end.

Feels like drowning in dark waters,
I'm nothing but failure and sorrow
Motionless I see what hell is like


What am I suppose to do?

I've put myself here and the pain inside
is never ending
and every time I wake up
I just wanna cry myself to sleep, 'cause it feels
like hell...

I don't know what am I living for...

Everything was bright, and now I sent myself back
even further...
I'm losing control. I don't who I am
and what I know

Shame, surrounds me...

What am I suppose to do?
Carry on or lose my will?

Every time I wake up
I JUST WANNA CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP!

I can't stand this anymore...

Feels like hell... Inside me...

Motionless...

What am I living for?




















(edL/09)

..:: this is my pain ::..

take my life away
I'm out of here, anyway

misled...

I want to find the way.

What's this I can't understand?

I'm living with pain inside,
and is not going away...

Please, tell me now
I have had enough of this
GO AWAY! And leave me

alone...

I'm losing control,
those flashes of outside pain, still running through my head.

It's time!

I'm letting go
And hope you slip with my life in your hands...

Step by step, I'm taking it... Day by day...

But, I can't understand why
all the pain still running through me
since you took my life away!

This is killing me, all this problems I'm facing

daily.

My pain... Everyday...

(edl/09)

..:: my pieces in the mirror ::..

Come...

... here.

Come and see your face in the mirror.

Come and see the pieces, come and see
my blood running all over the place.

Come take this!
Here's my heart, take it... And don't wanna carry it no more!

TAKE IT! Smash it! KILL IT!
One more time... Smash it! KILL IT!

Don't you know?
I'm hating myself more than anything right now?
Please, TAKE IT!

TAKE IT! TAKE IT! Take...

... it!

















(edl/09)

..:: Varios diseños ::..

Estos son algunos diseños que he hecho últimamente para mi profile del Facebook. A ver qué les parecen.

..:: Sáquenme de aquí ::..

Todo se vuelve tenebroso,
oscuro y agobiante.

Me aprieta y me desespera...
No puedo ver, sólo oigo las voces,
esas risas que me insitan a salir apresurado.

No logro soltarme de lo que me tiene
aquí agarrado. De eso que no me suelta,
y que me hace llorar y sangrar.

Tembloroso, no sé si podré algún día escapar.
Ya estoy dejando de respirar, de sentir y de latir...

Cuánto más podré soportar? Qué tanto dolor,
puede este magullado cuerpo aguantar?
Qué tanta tristeza puede este corazón tolerar?

Cuando podré realmente salir y ver las
sonrisas que me gritan desde afuera de este encierro...
























(edL/09)